I remembered when I was still working in Boracay, hubby and I would always see ATV’s on the island. It’s one of the most popular vehicle for tourists and locals alike, however, I never got the chance to ride one due to the fact that I was pregnant that time. The renting place also have a lot of spare parts in case their ATV’s break down, some of them looks like snowmobile parts, but who am I to judge, I don’t really know much about them. LOL! But this is not the topic of this post…

Anyways, staying in Boracay for almost a year made me realize that I am not yet ready to live without my parents, I know that in some countries, once you reach 18, you will need to be able to move out of your parents’ house and start your own life. I tried to do that when I agreed to work in Boracay and leave my comfort zone, however, the more I did, the more I wanted to come back home to my parents. I guess you can’t blame myself as well, I was always treated like a baby and that somehow, I got used to be around my parents and there is a comforting feeling when I know that they are around me, and the bad thing about it is that my parents are planning to move to Zamboanga and leave Manila for good. They want to settle down, retire, and leave me here in Manila and my family, and the thought of that just breaks my heart into pieces, everytime I remember this plan, tears would build up from eyes and would run down to my cheeks. I just can’t bear the thought of my parents leaving me for good, they told me that they would bring my little brother with them as well, so it’s just me, hubby, my baby and Manila then. I don’t know, I think I just don’t want the feeling that they are not close to me…

I know most of you are not living with their parents anymore, care to shed the light to me on how it felt the first time? I just dread the time that it will finally happen to me… *sob*